Our little miracle!

When grace was born she spent the first few months in the hospital down in Orlando so of course we went down on most weekends to see her and the other family members that were down there with her. During this time we had been married for about 3.5 years and decided that it could be time to grow our family from 2 to 3. In February 2007 we were so excited to find out that i was pregnant. I few weeks later on a Saturday morning my dreams crushed when Chris rushed me to sacred heart hospital. after hours upon hours of waiting in the waiting room they finally took me back and after a couple different ultrasounds they finally found our little bean. i was so happy. then they broke the news to us that i had what is called an ectopic pregnancy, pregnancy outside of the uterus. Our little bean was embedded in my left fallopian tube. These types of pregnancy don't make it and with the stage that i was already in the only thing they could do was take me in for emergency surgery right then and there. Its not like a miscarriage where it passes its self but it actually ruptured that tube and i was bleeding internally which could have cost my life. The next thing i remember was we were leaving the hospital that next day one family member short. We were devastated. well to me i couldn't understand why God would give me such a miracle and then so fast rip it away from me. after a very long and hard couple of months the lord finally brought me and Chris to our knees and started showing us why he did take our little child from us. Praise him for this horrible experience. I see so much good because of it. Well in September of that same year we decide that we were ready to try again and we understood that if it happened again we would praise him for it and let him take us in whatever direction he wanted. on October 22, 2007 we found out again that i was pregnant. very scared and worried i immediately called my doctor. after a wonderful nine months (I LOVED BEING PREGNANT) we had our little kyle on July 1st 2008. Our lives are so full and full filled now with him in our lives. Reason for the beginning part of this post... My estimated due date for the baby we lost was Oct 22, 2007, the day we found out we were having Kyle!